Sinking into the drakness of body

15 September, 2009



The demon of dualism



The controlling power of dualism is extremely deep.
How deep our thinking is controlled by dualism!
Today, I realized that my resonance method was bound by dualism for long years.
The awareness was so bitter.

There are neither subject, nor object in the resonance.
The resonance occurs from both sides naturally.
This is the first principle of resonance which I have found already.
But, in my method of resonance was not followed the principle of resonance.
On the contrary, I used to begin from a simple mirror copy (line symmetry) or disc copy (point symmetry).
It was a physical practice method which I found over ten years ago, but still I follow it.
Because I thought that it must be simpler and easier for students.
Then slowly I used to guide students from the simple physical resonance to complex multi-dimensional resonance.
But, some students suggested me some resistant feeling.
I had felt a subtle the same feeling against my method, but I could not notice what was problem.
On the contrary, I thought the reason why some students resist it must be depend on the too much individual education, and they feel difficult to follow the others.
I used to guide them to die down their egos deeper.
But it was me who was bound by preconceived idea deeply.

The ease or simple is the biggest demon of dualism.

To accept the complexity of multi-dimensional resonance is too complex, then as a simplifying method, the dualism was used as a convenient way of daily thinking.
The division of easy/complex was also a dualism bind as same as the dualistic judgment as good/bad, right/wrong, high/ low, beautiful/ugly, and so on.
I must know well about it, but still I was bound by the way of simplification of dualism.

Simplification is the demon of dualism.

We must not start from simplification for learning resonance.
We don’t need to decide the role of leader and follower for learning resonance.
We can just start from real resonance which has no leader, no follower.
We stand for facing each other, and the resonance start at a cell of both bodies.
We have six trillions of cells in our body. One cell of twelve trillions of cell of two bodies can initiate a subtle movement, the other cells resonate it beyond the difference of two bodies. We don’t know what will happen at next moment, we just accept the process of resonance totally.

To accept everything is a principle of resonance, too.

I must find it before in my written method, but the practice method could not accept it yet.
I could not listen in the subtle signal of body and life enough.
I realized that the depth of the darkness of body. There are so deep binds of dualism and archetype.

The release from the binds of dualism and archetypes does not proceed quickly.
It takes time for the awareness sinking into the body.
This must be the real speed of changing.
There may be no other way except of acceptance of this slow speed of change.

I must re-organize the resonance method from the foundamemtal.


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