Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
From fake subody world to real resonance world
Learning from student's subbodies
In the second semester, one of the biggest changes is student's subbodies become real subbodies. They become mature subbodies.
Real subbodies are residents of non-dual and multi-dimensional world. They don't like to follow tree system at all; One, two ,three, A,B,C, and so on.
I learned a lot of things from them.
Because the subbody method was constructed for the beginners at first from ten years ago. The former students were just tourists in Dharamsala. Then it had a strict ripple system which was gradually shifting from daily mind and body to subbody.
Then all beginning methods were made by tree system which guides students step by step from dualistic world to non dual world; one, two, three, A, B, C, water dimesion, arrow diememsion, and door dimension, et cetera.
But it is not suitable for mature subbodies. They prefer to dive into real non-dual qualia stream directly. They want to follow no more tree method.
When I noticed it, it was biggest pleasure for me.
I have to re-costruct all of mehtod to be suitable for real subbodies.
How pleasant it is! Because now we can enter real non-dual subbody world together!
At first I have to reconstruct the ripple method.
From two dimensional ripple to multi dimensional ripple
Two dimensional ripple
I need to change image of ripple, from two dimensional ripple to multi dimensional ripple.
In the two dimensional ripple it is spread from inside to outside. I used this image from biginners stage to advanced stage. But in the multi dimensional ripple inside connect to outside directly. There are no inside and outside. It is completely rhizome.
Multi dimensional ripple
I used to proceed from simple to complex stage, easy to difficult step. But now it doesn't work. On the contrary, it disturbs student's subbody.
Subbody doesn't want to follow like this tree way. Subbody feels it fake.
We can start from the real complex qualia in non dual and multi dimensional realm.
I will reconstruct all methods with this multi dimensional ripple. It guide us from tree thinking to rhzome thinking, from dualistic thinking to non-dualistic thinking.
I am so glad that we can enter this realm with students at last.
subbody.net
In the second semester, one of the biggest changes is student's subbodies become real subbodies. They become mature subbodies.
Real subbodies are residents of non-dual and multi-dimensional world. They don't like to follow tree system at all; One, two ,three, A,B,C, and so on.
I learned a lot of things from them.
Because the subbody method was constructed for the beginners at first from ten years ago. The former students were just tourists in Dharamsala. Then it had a strict ripple system which was gradually shifting from daily mind and body to subbody.
Then all beginning methods were made by tree system which guides students step by step from dualistic world to non dual world; one, two, three, A, B, C, water dimesion, arrow diememsion, and door dimension, et cetera.
But it is not suitable for mature subbodies. They prefer to dive into real non-dual qualia stream directly. They want to follow no more tree method.
When I noticed it, it was biggest pleasure for me.
I have to re-costruct all of mehtod to be suitable for real subbodies.
How pleasant it is! Because now we can enter real non-dual subbody world together!
At first I have to reconstruct the ripple method.
From two dimensional ripple to multi dimensional ripple
Two dimensional ripple
I need to change image of ripple, from two dimensional ripple to multi dimensional ripple.
In the two dimensional ripple it is spread from inside to outside. I used this image from biginners stage to advanced stage. But in the multi dimensional ripple inside connect to outside directly. There are no inside and outside. It is completely rhizome.
I used to proceed from simple to complex stage, easy to difficult step. But now it doesn't work. On the contrary, it disturbs student's subbody.
Subbody doesn't want to follow like this tree way. Subbody feels it fake.
We can start from the real complex qualia in non dual and multi dimensional realm.
I will reconstruct all methods with this multi dimensional ripple. It guide us from tree thinking to rhzome thinking, from dualistic thinking to non-dualistic thinking.
I am so glad that we can enter this realm with students at last.
subbody.net
Friday, September 25, 2009
Practice Guide "Eight channels conditioning"
Reseaching in the twilight zone between non-dual and eight channels
Life lives in the non-dual and multi-dimensional resonance world which are not separated in any channels. But our consciousness can recognize only one channel qualia at a moment.
We need to stop consciousness by swaying or any other conditionigs to become subbody mode which can feel the non-dual qualia stream. Then we can catch the moment which specific qualia come out from the non-dual realm which each channel is not separated clearly. It is the border zone of qualia between non dual realm and divided realm by each channel. Here is the most creative world where so diversitive transformations are happening at every moment.
Bodily sensation
Feel the breath of life with long tide rhythm which is your all cells spreading arroud for one munite with changing resonance patterns, and fading for one minute.
Feel the qualia stream in the darkness of body. There are streaming so many qualia in non-dual and multi-dimensinal world.
Remember your dream world. Resaeach the twilight zone when a dream starts.
In the beginning, we are floating in the non-dual chaotic world. Everything is not separated clearly. And when we notice, a subtle body sensation comes out from the darkness.
Slowly it becomes clear, where here is, and who I am.
You can feel a posture of your body and feeling of existing at a specific world. And the scene becomes clear with visual qualia and sound and so on.
Taste this transforming moment from non-dual qualia stream to a clear body qualia and the other channels separating. Always our life is floating in the non-space, non-time multi-dimemsion. Dreams guide you between non-dual and multi-dimemsional world to lower three dimansional daily world which is clear "Where here is, and who I am." with a bodily ssensation.
Chaos of moving qualia
Feel your hidden joints and muscles with being twisted and reverse twist qualia.
Your pelvis, ribcage, spines, legs, arms, face are warped in various direction, and reversed warp.
Taste the chaos which various moving qualia are streaming in the darkness. And catch a moment when a specific movement comes out.
Twilight zone of visual qualial
Feel the darkness of body which various subtle light streaming. It is the twilight zone between darkness and brightness. Taste the moment a shape comes out from the dark chaos. Always a dream starts like this. Also subbodies start like this.
silence with full of sound
Listen in the darkness, also there are full of subtle sounds and noises in the silence.
In the non-dual realm, there are no border between silence and sound.
Feel that so many inner qualia of musics, rhythms, voices are streaming and they are wishing to come out.
Each rib starts twisted in three dimensions. All hidden cavities change shape and resonante with breathing and body sound.
Emotional stream
Unknown someone warps your body into the limit. Catch the moment a emotion comes up from the change of body condition. We cannot name it, but feel the diversitive emotional stream. Your face resonates with various emotinal streams.
Relationship in proto stage
Various age's qualia of relationship are resonanting in the darkness of body.
When we are baby, we search mothers breast and drink milk. When it becomes full, we discharge. It the most pleasant moment for baby. Feel that mothers milk streams down from mouth to anus and digested into your body. It is the biggest sexual desire for baby between mouth and anus. Taste the very beginning moment when your human relationship channel opened. it is the moment when you separated from the non-dual oneness qualia of the fetus and womb.
Sways of world-self images
Our world images and self images( =Qualia of world and self) are always swaying. Among the qualia of "Everything's good" and "Something's wrong". Taste the swaying. It is resonating with your deep body qualia stream.
Subbody Butoh Himalaya Homepage
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Whole self meditation
Swaying meditation
With swaying meditation, ask your life
"What do you want to do the most?"
About this question you will meet many kinds of tendencies in your whole self.
Say "Hello" to each tendency, and taste the qualia of each tendency.
This will be long travel in the darkness of body to meet your whole self.
1 Ego
You will meet ego. Ego has several general tendencies.
Self story maker
Ego is always making an ideal story of ourselves about personality, character, and so on. When we believe the illusional story, we can be at home with our illusional identity as daily body.
Self justificator
Ego always corrects good images and makes our self images to justify ourselves in each moment. Ego ignores negative elements and dissociates them as not-me or shadow.
Not-me is hidden as the shadow in the darkness of body.
Ego always puts a blame for a failure on others. This is the biggest trap of ego.
It causes all problems in the world between egos, between nation-states.
When you meet it, calm down this first response of ego, and listen to whole self.
Thinking habit
Thinking with using language always comes up naturally, we cannot stop it, because it is unconscious process, when you notice it, just calm down it. "Hello and good-by", "See you later!"
Simulator
Ego always simulates future with variating world image and self image.
Ego is always afraid of bad situations. Through the simulations we can get the best scenario to avoid to be fallen in the worst condition.
Ego is living not only in the real time-space, but also living in the illusional space and illusional time. It is a world of qualia. But ego doesn't know about qualia, because it is unconscious process. To be aware of it is necessary to be whole self transparently.
Whenever you notice ego rise up in the subbdoy process, say "Hello and good-by" immediately. " I know you well. You are important for daily life, but not now. Now is the process of whole self travel. Don't disturb me."
2 Super Ego
Judge
Super ego is a judge or prosecutor in the darkness of body. It continues to judge everything, "This is right. That is wrong.", "This is good. That's bad." It continues to direct us to be right, to be just, to be honest, to be kind, and so on.
Super ego accepts only positive half of the whole self, and ignores the negative half.
Super ego suppresses all bad tendencies which it judged. Then these negative elements are folded in the unconscious realm.
Critic
It criticize you by cynical and negative attitude. It always pays attention to the negative side of whole. It points you about your hidden intention, and stops you to so something. It counts so many negative elements and discourages you.
Old grandmother
It finds some incomplete elements of your plan and forces you to give up it.
"You are not mature enough to do it. Wait for a while."
It always delays you to do something.
These three are the just different appearances of the Super ego. They are embodiment of dualism. When we are bound by language thinking unconsciously, we are often bound by dualistic judgment. We need to stop thinking by using language for released from them.
Be transparent about them. They are also members of our whole selves.
3 Shadow
Try to meet all members inside of your whole self,
including negative characters as cunning, artfulness, accountant, laziness,
liar, coward, inner child, crying baby, anger, violence, and so on.
Jung called them, shadow as the inferior personality.
Salivan named them, not-me.
All of them are elements of whole self which have been dissociated from our daily ego.
They are just various tendencies of life. They are closer to life than us. They are shivering between death and life in the darkness of body. When we meet them, just follow their tendencies, and amplify them to various subbodies; proto bodies, hidden bodies, weakened bodies and so on. To accept all tendencies without judgment is the only one way to be whole self.
4 Anima and animus
Anima is an opposite gender half of self for man. But we continue to seek her outer world as an ideal fatal partner. We are hungry for Anima unconsciously, because it is unconscious half of ourselves.
Animus is an opposite gender half of self of woman also.
They are resonating with our mother's imago (=ideal mother's image), father's imago and image of our real partner in daily life. The bind of Anima and Animus often destroy our real relationship.
They are one of the strongest archetypes. We need for long years to release ourselves from their bind.
Tatsumi Hijikata needed for forty years to be released from his dead sister. Kazuo Ohno needed for fifty years to be released from his Anima; La Argentina, and sixty years from his mother's bind as another Anima. After dancing Anima, we may be able to integrate our whole self as oneness.
5 Other Archetypes
Ego, super ego, shadow, and anima-animus are the most strong and common archetype which lives in the darkness of body of everybody.
C.G. Jung named it "Collective unconsciousness".
But not only them, there so many archetypes are living and influences you from diffrent directions.
Brave boy, Curious girl
They are so curious and active for novel things, they jump into new world without fear. Sometimes they encourage you a lot. You must be attentive to the travel into unknown world.
Wise old man
wise old man (or wise old woman) may give you a hint, awareness, advices, wisdom, special skill, courage, and so on.
Trickstar
Trickstar turns over every view point into opposite side. He is an inventor of novel view point. He can ride on the horse with reverse posture. Most of shaman has this tendency. He is a creator and destroyer.
Animal guide
Sometimes an animal gives good advice for travel. They are spirits for other world.
We need their help.
Great mother
She loves everything, and she eats everything.
She is so empathic, gentle, kind and violent.
Because she is a womb of every element.
For she, everything is fetus belonged in her.
Be good friend with her, but be careful not to be eaten by her.
We have deep tendencies to go back to the oneness world when we are fetuses in the proto womb.
Pure hope
We may have forgotten it, but it is hidden in the darkness of body. It's just innocent, it doesn't know the world enough. But we can keep it and grow up them with together slowly.
Attitude for them
Become a midwife who is listening to the whole process transparently without ego and self.
Subbody which is not recognized yet as a member of whole self by you is like a fetus.
You need to listen to their subtle breath carefully until the birth when they come out as a subbody or cobody. Give them best help at the best timing for birth. Accept them as a new member of your whole self.
When you meet strange and dangerous subbodies within you,
you can just recognize them and leave from them.
Keep safe distance with them until you are ready to contact them.
Slowly, slowly you can become a friend with them in the safe distance.
And some day you can dance them finally.
Read more "School Journal"
With swaying meditation, ask your life
"What do you want to do the most?"
About this question you will meet many kinds of tendencies in your whole self.
Say "Hello" to each tendency, and taste the qualia of each tendency.
This will be long travel in the darkness of body to meet your whole self.
1 Ego
You will meet ego. Ego has several general tendencies.
Self story maker
Ego is always making an ideal story of ourselves about personality, character, and so on. When we believe the illusional story, we can be at home with our illusional identity as daily body.
Self justificator
Ego always corrects good images and makes our self images to justify ourselves in each moment. Ego ignores negative elements and dissociates them as not-me or shadow.
Not-me is hidden as the shadow in the darkness of body.
Ego always puts a blame for a failure on others. This is the biggest trap of ego.
It causes all problems in the world between egos, between nation-states.
When you meet it, calm down this first response of ego, and listen to whole self.
Thinking habit
Thinking with using language always comes up naturally, we cannot stop it, because it is unconscious process, when you notice it, just calm down it. "Hello and good-by", "See you later!"
Simulator
Ego always simulates future with variating world image and self image.
Ego is always afraid of bad situations. Through the simulations we can get the best scenario to avoid to be fallen in the worst condition.
Ego is living not only in the real time-space, but also living in the illusional space and illusional time. It is a world of qualia. But ego doesn't know about qualia, because it is unconscious process. To be aware of it is necessary to be whole self transparently.
Whenever you notice ego rise up in the subbdoy process, say "Hello and good-by" immediately. " I know you well. You are important for daily life, but not now. Now is the process of whole self travel. Don't disturb me."
2 Super Ego
Judge
Super ego is a judge or prosecutor in the darkness of body. It continues to judge everything, "This is right. That is wrong.", "This is good. That's bad." It continues to direct us to be right, to be just, to be honest, to be kind, and so on.
Super ego accepts only positive half of the whole self, and ignores the negative half.
Super ego suppresses all bad tendencies which it judged. Then these negative elements are folded in the unconscious realm.
Critic
It criticize you by cynical and negative attitude. It always pays attention to the negative side of whole. It points you about your hidden intention, and stops you to so something. It counts so many negative elements and discourages you.
Old grandmother
It finds some incomplete elements of your plan and forces you to give up it.
"You are not mature enough to do it. Wait for a while."
It always delays you to do something.
These three are the just different appearances of the Super ego. They are embodiment of dualism. When we are bound by language thinking unconsciously, we are often bound by dualistic judgment. We need to stop thinking by using language for released from them.
Be transparent about them. They are also members of our whole selves.
3 Shadow
Try to meet all members inside of your whole self,
including negative characters as cunning, artfulness, accountant, laziness,
liar, coward, inner child, crying baby, anger, violence, and so on.
Jung called them, shadow as the inferior personality.
Salivan named them, not-me.
All of them are elements of whole self which have been dissociated from our daily ego.
They are just various tendencies of life. They are closer to life than us. They are shivering between death and life in the darkness of body. When we meet them, just follow their tendencies, and amplify them to various subbodies; proto bodies, hidden bodies, weakened bodies and so on. To accept all tendencies without judgment is the only one way to be whole self.
4 Anima and animus
Anima is an opposite gender half of self for man. But we continue to seek her outer world as an ideal fatal partner. We are hungry for Anima unconsciously, because it is unconscious half of ourselves.
Animus is an opposite gender half of self of woman also.
They are resonating with our mother's imago (=ideal mother's image), father's imago and image of our real partner in daily life. The bind of Anima and Animus often destroy our real relationship.
They are one of the strongest archetypes. We need for long years to release ourselves from their bind.
Tatsumi Hijikata needed for forty years to be released from his dead sister. Kazuo Ohno needed for fifty years to be released from his Anima; La Argentina, and sixty years from his mother's bind as another Anima. After dancing Anima, we may be able to integrate our whole self as oneness.
5 Other Archetypes
Ego, super ego, shadow, and anima-animus are the most strong and common archetype which lives in the darkness of body of everybody.
C.G. Jung named it "Collective unconsciousness".
But not only them, there so many archetypes are living and influences you from diffrent directions.
Brave boy, Curious girl
They are so curious and active for novel things, they jump into new world without fear. Sometimes they encourage you a lot. You must be attentive to the travel into unknown world.
Wise old man
wise old man (or wise old woman) may give you a hint, awareness, advices, wisdom, special skill, courage, and so on.
Trickstar
Trickstar turns over every view point into opposite side. He is an inventor of novel view point. He can ride on the horse with reverse posture. Most of shaman has this tendency. He is a creator and destroyer.
Animal guide
Sometimes an animal gives good advice for travel. They are spirits for other world.
We need their help.
Great mother
She loves everything, and she eats everything.
She is so empathic, gentle, kind and violent.
Because she is a womb of every element.
For she, everything is fetus belonged in her.
Be good friend with her, but be careful not to be eaten by her.
We have deep tendencies to go back to the oneness world when we are fetuses in the proto womb.
Pure hope
We may have forgotten it, but it is hidden in the darkness of body. It's just innocent, it doesn't know the world enough. But we can keep it and grow up them with together slowly.
Attitude for them
Become a midwife who is listening to the whole process transparently without ego and self.
Subbody which is not recognized yet as a member of whole self by you is like a fetus.
You need to listen to their subtle breath carefully until the birth when they come out as a subbody or cobody. Give them best help at the best timing for birth. Accept them as a new member of your whole self.
When you meet strange and dangerous subbodies within you,
you can just recognize them and leave from them.
Keep safe distance with them until you are ready to contact them.
Slowly, slowly you can become a friend with them in the safe distance.
And some day you can dance them finally.
Read more "School Journal"
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Deep Individuation
Deep Individuation
Last week we did conditioning of five hidden qualia which are folded at hidden cavities, hidden joints, hidden mascles, hidden fluid, and hidden skins. Students met so many novel qualia and explored them. Through this experiences so many subbdoies came out.
It was the first stage of of Sen (=Novel, fresh, intersting) of Sen(Novel)-Shin (Deep) -Hitsu( Necessary) researching method.
"Sen-Shin-Hitsu" method for reseaching
Sen (=Novel) : Folow novel, flesh, intersting qualia widely
Shin (=Deep) : Reseach dep connection with your life, forthe individuation
Hitsu (=necessary) : Invent necessary subbody-cobody movement for survaval as becoming life
View "Sen-shin-Hitsu in " Practice guide"
This week we will enter into the second stage of reseaching ;Shin( =Deep). When we will meet novel qualia, we try to reseach deep conections with hidden memories, proto dreams with a specific qualia. Then it grow up to deep individuational stream with own whole qualia.
Individuation is a special term of Jung. It means to become oneself with opening full of potentials.
These hidden conections are folded in the unconsciousness. Our consciousness cannnot remind them, because they are belonged in subconscious realm.
We need to become subbodies to contact with hidden connection and hidden constellation.
When we stop daily htinking, and become subbody mode, we can catch subtle siganls which are folded in various hidden part of body.
To reaserch five hiddens will help you. With reseaching five hidden part of the darkness of body, listen in subtle forgotten conections between movement and inner qualia stream.
Slowly special hidden constellation which only you can feel will come out and it will guide your subbody movemet into the deep individuational world.
Read more "School Journal"
Last week we did conditioning of five hidden qualia which are folded at hidden cavities, hidden joints, hidden mascles, hidden fluid, and hidden skins. Students met so many novel qualia and explored them. Through this experiences so many subbdoies came out.
It was the first stage of of Sen (=Novel, fresh, intersting) of Sen(Novel)-Shin (Deep) -Hitsu( Necessary) researching method.
"Sen-Shin-Hitsu" method for reseaching
Sen (=Novel) : Folow novel, flesh, intersting qualia widely
Shin (=Deep) : Reseach dep connection with your life, forthe individuation
Hitsu (=necessary) : Invent necessary subbody-cobody movement for survaval as becoming life
View "Sen-shin-Hitsu in " Practice guide"
This week we will enter into the second stage of reseaching ;Shin( =Deep). When we will meet novel qualia, we try to reseach deep conections with hidden memories, proto dreams with a specific qualia. Then it grow up to deep individuational stream with own whole qualia.
Individuation is a special term of Jung. It means to become oneself with opening full of potentials.
These hidden conections are folded in the unconsciousness. Our consciousness cannnot remind them, because they are belonged in subconscious realm.
We need to become subbodies to contact with hidden connection and hidden constellation.
When we stop daily htinking, and become subbody mode, we can catch subtle siganls which are folded in various hidden part of body.
To reaserch five hiddens will help you. With reseaching five hidden part of the darkness of body, listen in subtle forgotten conections between movement and inner qualia stream.
Slowly special hidden constellation which only you can feel will come out and it will guide your subbody movemet into the deep individuational world.
Read more "School Journal"
Thursday, September 17, 2009
120 times kanreki (=sixty years old)
Jomon-sugi is one of my biggest techer who encourages me always.
He is the oldest tree in Japan who's age is 7200 years old.
I am now sixty years old, we call it "Kanreki" which means one cycle of life has finished.
I could feel my life as a mass transparently without being bound by each
detail..
But he is 120 times sixty years old.
How transparently he can see everything in diversitive dimensions between
life and death.
To stand like as he is the final dream of my butoh.
Read more "Resonance Diary"
Different dimensional resonance
Resonance between different dimensions, this is one of the most basic plinciple of life.
In the nature, eagles,plants, bacteria live in different dimensions and resonating together.
Dead creatures are rotten in the earth, bacteria eats them, plants get nutrition from them and generate ogygen gas through sun shine energy, and so on.
The dgrees of resonance are different, some one is directly, another one is very far resonance.
But anyway every life is resonating in different dimansion.
We can learn various resonance pattern from nature.
When we get this thechnique, theater become so novel world.
This week students reseach the different dimansinal resonance in various channels.
One subbody open audio channel, and make various body sounds, the other subbody resonate with it in different distance.
Sometimes similar resonance which body movement and sound sychronize.
Sometimes body movement takes distance from audio stream, and keep its own rhythm.
When we can control these resonance pattern in varius distance,each subbody can be in diffferent dimansion in a space.
Slowly students learn various resonance pattern, then subbody cobody theater becomes so rich taste which we have never seen before.
We wiil continue to investigate in this.
There are hidden novel posibilities infinitely.
Read more "School Journal"
In the nature, eagles,plants, bacteria live in different dimensions and resonating together.
Dead creatures are rotten in the earth, bacteria eats them, plants get nutrition from them and generate ogygen gas through sun shine energy, and so on.
The dgrees of resonance are different, some one is directly, another one is very far resonance.
But anyway every life is resonating in different dimansion.
We can learn various resonance pattern from nature.
When we get this thechnique, theater become so novel world.
This week students reseach the different dimansinal resonance in various channels.
One subbody open audio channel, and make various body sounds, the other subbody resonate with it in different distance.
Sometimes similar resonance which body movement and sound sychronize.
Sometimes body movement takes distance from audio stream, and keep its own rhythm.
When we can control these resonance pattern in varius distance,each subbody can be in diffferent dimansion in a space.
Slowly students learn various resonance pattern, then subbody cobody theater becomes so rich taste which we have never seen before.
We wiil continue to investigate in this.
There are hidden novel posibilities infinitely.
Read more "School Journal"
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sinking into the drakness of body
15 September, 2009
The demon of dualism
The controlling power of dualism is extremely deep.
How deep our thinking is controlled by dualism!
Today, I realized that my resonance method was bound by dualism for long years.
The awareness was so bitter.
There are neither subject, nor object in the resonance.
The resonance occurs from both sides naturally.
This is the first principle of resonance which I have found already.
But, in my method of resonance was not followed the principle of resonance.
On the contrary, I used to begin from a simple mirror copy (line symmetry) or disc copy (point symmetry).
It was a physical practice method which I found over ten years ago, but still I follow it.
Because I thought that it must be simpler and easier for students.
Then slowly I used to guide students from the simple physical resonance to complex multi-dimensional resonance.
But, some students suggested me some resistant feeling.
I had felt a subtle the same feeling against my method, but I could not notice what was problem.
On the contrary, I thought the reason why some students resist it must be depend on the too much individual education, and they feel difficult to follow the others.
I used to guide them to die down their egos deeper.
But it was me who was bound by preconceived idea deeply.
The ease or simple is the biggest demon of dualism.
To accept the complexity of multi-dimensional resonance is too complex, then as a simplifying method, the dualism was used as a convenient way of daily thinking.
The division of easy/complex was also a dualism bind as same as the dualistic judgment as good/bad, right/wrong, high/ low, beautiful/ugly, and so on.
I must know well about it, but still I was bound by the way of simplification of dualism.
Simplification is the demon of dualism.
We must not start from simplification for learning resonance.
We don’t need to decide the role of leader and follower for learning resonance.
We can just start from real resonance which has no leader, no follower.
We stand for facing each other, and the resonance start at a cell of both bodies.
We have six trillions of cells in our body. One cell of twelve trillions of cell of two bodies can initiate a subtle movement, the other cells resonate it beyond the difference of two bodies. We don’t know what will happen at next moment, we just accept the process of resonance totally.
To accept everything is a principle of resonance, too.
I must find it before in my written method, but the practice method could not accept it yet.
I could not listen in the subtle signal of body and life enough.
I realized that the depth of the darkness of body. There are so deep binds of dualism and archetype.
The release from the binds of dualism and archetypes does not proceed quickly.
It takes time for the awareness sinking into the body.
This must be the real speed of changing.
There may be no other way except of acceptance of this slow speed of change.
I must re-organize the resonance method from the foundamemtal.
Read more "Sinking into the darkness"
Subbody Butoh Himalaya
The demon of dualism
The controlling power of dualism is extremely deep.
How deep our thinking is controlled by dualism!
Today, I realized that my resonance method was bound by dualism for long years.
The awareness was so bitter.
There are neither subject, nor object in the resonance.
The resonance occurs from both sides naturally.
This is the first principle of resonance which I have found already.
But, in my method of resonance was not followed the principle of resonance.
On the contrary, I used to begin from a simple mirror copy (line symmetry) or disc copy (point symmetry).
It was a physical practice method which I found over ten years ago, but still I follow it.
Because I thought that it must be simpler and easier for students.
Then slowly I used to guide students from the simple physical resonance to complex multi-dimensional resonance.
But, some students suggested me some resistant feeling.
I had felt a subtle the same feeling against my method, but I could not notice what was problem.
On the contrary, I thought the reason why some students resist it must be depend on the too much individual education, and they feel difficult to follow the others.
I used to guide them to die down their egos deeper.
But it was me who was bound by preconceived idea deeply.
The ease or simple is the biggest demon of dualism.
To accept the complexity of multi-dimensional resonance is too complex, then as a simplifying method, the dualism was used as a convenient way of daily thinking.
The division of easy/complex was also a dualism bind as same as the dualistic judgment as good/bad, right/wrong, high/ low, beautiful/ugly, and so on.
I must know well about it, but still I was bound by the way of simplification of dualism.
Simplification is the demon of dualism.
We must not start from simplification for learning resonance.
We don’t need to decide the role of leader and follower for learning resonance.
We can just start from real resonance which has no leader, no follower.
We stand for facing each other, and the resonance start at a cell of both bodies.
We have six trillions of cells in our body. One cell of twelve trillions of cell of two bodies can initiate a subtle movement, the other cells resonate it beyond the difference of two bodies. We don’t know what will happen at next moment, we just accept the process of resonance totally.
To accept everything is a principle of resonance, too.
I must find it before in my written method, but the practice method could not accept it yet.
I could not listen in the subtle signal of body and life enough.
I realized that the depth of the darkness of body. There are so deep binds of dualism and archetype.
The release from the binds of dualism and archetypes does not proceed quickly.
It takes time for the awareness sinking into the body.
This must be the real speed of changing.
There may be no other way except of acceptance of this slow speed of change.
I must re-organize the resonance method from the foundamemtal.
Read more "Sinking into the darkness"
Subbody Butoh Himalaya
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Monday, September 07, 2009
The Breath of Life
According to the Craniosacral method, our bodies breathe in three kinds of rhythm, except of the lung breathing rhythm.
They call it "Breath of life" or "Primary respiration rhythm".
When I didn't know this method I have found a similar rhythm for calming daily body and transforming "Quiet body".
Quiet body is for me the first one of ten bodies. I found that I need to be quiet body which is released from all kinds of busy rhythms of daily body and mind.
At first I tried to traditional breathing in various culture, Buddism, Yoga, Tao (Taichi), and so on.
But for me the most comfortable rhythm was longer than the rhythm of lung breathing. I didn't know why, but anyway it worked for me to transform Quiet body, then I did it for long years without naming.
Recently I had a chance to learn Craniosacral method from a student, Pia.
She is a long experienced practitionor of Craniosacral method and Yoga.
I found that their concept of "The primary respiration" or "Breath of life" ex is the same rhythm which I found as the best rhythm for Quiet body.
Also the basic way of thinking about life and body, the Craniosacral method and Subbody method have so many similar thoughts. I will investigate deeper about this.
The breath of life
1. Long tide
The first one is long tide breathing which they call the primary respiratory mechanism. It has 45-50 seconds rhythm. It is the breath of life different from the lung breathing.
This rhythm is so similar of my teacher of life; Nenkin (Slime mold). Its body fluid changes the direction of stream opposite direction in their body in each 40-60 seconds.
Then they can recognize all constellation of qualia between self and world. (See video above. Notice: The speed is amplified.)
We can be with our life in this long tide rhythm.
2. Mid tide
The second rhythm is mid tide which has 12 second rhythm. It is called as potency tide or fluid tide, too. It is also different from lung breathing. It develope from life breathing to the body fluid.. The body spread toward upper and wide direction for arround 12 seconds and fade down and body becomes longer for 12 seconds.
3. Cranial rhythmic Impulse
Thr third one is CRI (Cranial Rhythmic Impulse) which is for 3 to 10 seconds rhythm. CRI is also the developement of the breath of life through the craniosacral motion to the body movement. In the swaying meditation you may find it as the most comfortable rhythm of sway.
I was seraching a method to calm down body and mind deeper for these years, because I planed to practice of possessed body and transparent resonance body. It requires us to controll body and mind more deeply to become possessed body, because if not we meet a danger to be possessed by strong unknown emotional storm from unkown dimension of qualia.
I notced that to learn the breath of life which has these three kinds of rhythm will help us to calm down and to control us to be ourselves firmly, even any kinds of qualia visit us.
Especially to remember the long tide and mid tide is usefull, when we are out of control from quiet condition.
To be with your life all the time
When you got the Breath of life, you can enter the novel realm to learn the transforming method of possessed body and transparent resonance body.
Toward the Butoh of life
Also this is useful for investigating in what is "the Butoh of life" which Hijikata longed for in his later years and could not completed, because of his death.
In front of you, an unknown virgin flontier in where nobody has stepped is waiting for you.
Read more "Practice Guide"
They call it "Breath of life" or "Primary respiration rhythm".
When I didn't know this method I have found a similar rhythm for calming daily body and transforming "Quiet body".
Quiet body is for me the first one of ten bodies. I found that I need to be quiet body which is released from all kinds of busy rhythms of daily body and mind.
At first I tried to traditional breathing in various culture, Buddism, Yoga, Tao (Taichi), and so on.
But for me the most comfortable rhythm was longer than the rhythm of lung breathing. I didn't know why, but anyway it worked for me to transform Quiet body, then I did it for long years without naming.
Recently I had a chance to learn Craniosacral method from a student, Pia.
She is a long experienced practitionor of Craniosacral method and Yoga.
I found that their concept of "The primary respiration" or "Breath of life" ex is the same rhythm which I found as the best rhythm for Quiet body.
Also the basic way of thinking about life and body, the Craniosacral method and Subbody method have so many similar thoughts. I will investigate deeper about this.
The breath of life
1. Long tide
The first one is long tide breathing which they call the primary respiratory mechanism. It has 45-50 seconds rhythm. It is the breath of life different from the lung breathing.
This rhythm is so similar of my teacher of life; Nenkin (Slime mold). Its body fluid changes the direction of stream opposite direction in their body in each 40-60 seconds.
Then they can recognize all constellation of qualia between self and world. (See video above. Notice: The speed is amplified.)
We can be with our life in this long tide rhythm.
2. Mid tide
The second rhythm is mid tide which has 12 second rhythm. It is called as potency tide or fluid tide, too. It is also different from lung breathing. It develope from life breathing to the body fluid.. The body spread toward upper and wide direction for arround 12 seconds and fade down and body becomes longer for 12 seconds.
3. Cranial rhythmic Impulse
Thr third one is CRI (Cranial Rhythmic Impulse) which is for 3 to 10 seconds rhythm. CRI is also the developement of the breath of life through the craniosacral motion to the body movement. In the swaying meditation you may find it as the most comfortable rhythm of sway.
I was seraching a method to calm down body and mind deeper for these years, because I planed to practice of possessed body and transparent resonance body. It requires us to controll body and mind more deeply to become possessed body, because if not we meet a danger to be possessed by strong unknown emotional storm from unkown dimension of qualia.
I notced that to learn the breath of life which has these three kinds of rhythm will help us to calm down and to control us to be ourselves firmly, even any kinds of qualia visit us.
Especially to remember the long tide and mid tide is usefull, when we are out of control from quiet condition.
To be with your life all the time
When you got the Breath of life, you can enter the novel realm to learn the transforming method of possessed body and transparent resonance body.
Toward the Butoh of life
Also this is useful for investigating in what is "the Butoh of life" which Hijikata longed for in his later years and could not completed, because of his death.
In front of you, an unknown virgin flontier in where nobody has stepped is waiting for you.
Read more "Practice Guide"
The Butoh 10 A Girl who planed an evil deed in the rain
10 A girl who plans evil deeds in the rain
A girl who plans evil deeds in the rain
Hijikata wrote this sentense at the first line for his last butoh score of "Solo in the Quiet
house" (1973).
Who is this girl?
Where did she came from?
Hijikata was born as the last son. He had five elder brothers and five elder sisters.
He loved a sister who was taken picture with him when he entered an elementary school
(See above slide arround 1935)
She had to leave from him to work at far-off town from her home village soon.
But Hijikata had traveled to meet her by long train after entering the elementary school.
He faced his sister who dressed with so loudly cloths and gaudy make up.
Why my sister had to gone?
Why did she dress such a colorfull cloths?
What did she do at the far-off town?
Young Hijikata had to ask himself many times in the dream arround mystery of his sister.
But he as a child could not solve the mystery, though when he became adult, it was so
easy to understand the cruel circumstances.
Later he talked about this, "In that age when Japanese nation-state fight against the world,
our northern area had to suply three things for the nation-state. The first one was rice, the second was horse, and the third was women."
It was a big tide which no one could niether resist nor escape at that age.
Hijikata spend time alone with dressed his dead sister's dress(Japanese Kimono) and with
long hair for long years in his forties.
He told, " I breed a dead sister in my drakness of body. We live together. I learned how to
comb long hair, how to behave with lady's dress. I learn everyhting about her in the every morning.
There are so complex relationship, more than that she falls down in the darkness, I also fall down. When she stand up, I fall down. When I devote in the creation of a butoh piece, she gives me an advise to stop all expressions. Dead sisiter is my real teacher of butoh.
We need to lesson hard with the dead constantly. We need live together with dead."
Hijikata spent for long time with his dead sister. it continued from his childhood to forties.
Hijikata might entered in her dream world so many times.
"What dream did you dream? Your whole life was as if in the hard rain. Many men's bodies
had passed through your body. Nothing must be remained in your dream. You must planed only evil deeds in your dreams. You needed to take back which you have lost in your life. Let me know the details of your nightmares.
In these long process, his dead sister's qualia and his body transformed into oneness.
It fermented, decayed, and crysttelized into a butoh peice in the depth of the darkness of
body.
He wrote the first sentense at his last butoh score.
A girls who plans evil deeds in the rain.
And he transformed his sister, she starts dance. Her outline transformed as an animal shape. She who plans so many evil deeds, and transformed into one after another.
Hijikata's butoh score had more than three hundred lines with so conplicated and pricise choreographies. But his dead sister could accept all of them. The evil deed was an extreme creation of butoh. It was a completion of the weakened body butoh method.
He could be burn out, and released from the bind by the anima as his dead sister.
After this performance, he stopped dancing, and concentrated in choreograpfy to his
company.
He entered into another process of creation. He continued to invstigate n the next stage of weakened body technique.
He worte in his notebook at his fifties, we need the butoh which is called as the name of life.
We need to enter the non-dual world before the self and the others have separated.
Butoh have to sink down into the hidden logic dimension where we assosiate with the spirits without any medium.
These images were his last investigation for butoh which is called as the name of life.
But he had to stop his investigation before it comes out with a form.
Now is the time which we continue the investigation toward the next stage of butoh.
What is the butoh of life?
Let's investigate in together.
Read more "The Butoh"
A girl who plans evil deeds in the rain
Hijikata wrote this sentense at the first line for his last butoh score of "Solo in the Quiet
house" (1973).
Who is this girl?
Where did she came from?
Hijikata was born as the last son. He had five elder brothers and five elder sisters.
He loved a sister who was taken picture with him when he entered an elementary school
(See above slide arround 1935)
She had to leave from him to work at far-off town from her home village soon.
But Hijikata had traveled to meet her by long train after entering the elementary school.
He faced his sister who dressed with so loudly cloths and gaudy make up.
Why my sister had to gone?
Why did she dress such a colorfull cloths?
What did she do at the far-off town?
Young Hijikata had to ask himself many times in the dream arround mystery of his sister.
But he as a child could not solve the mystery, though when he became adult, it was so
easy to understand the cruel circumstances.
Later he talked about this, "In that age when Japanese nation-state fight against the world,
our northern area had to suply three things for the nation-state. The first one was rice, the second was horse, and the third was women."
It was a big tide which no one could niether resist nor escape at that age.
Hijikata spend time alone with dressed his dead sister's dress(Japanese Kimono) and with
long hair for long years in his forties.
He told, " I breed a dead sister in my drakness of body. We live together. I learned how to
comb long hair, how to behave with lady's dress. I learn everyhting about her in the every morning.
There are so complex relationship, more than that she falls down in the darkness, I also fall down. When she stand up, I fall down. When I devote in the creation of a butoh piece, she gives me an advise to stop all expressions. Dead sisiter is my real teacher of butoh.
We need to lesson hard with the dead constantly. We need live together with dead."
Hijikata spent for long time with his dead sister. it continued from his childhood to forties.
Hijikata might entered in her dream world so many times.
"What dream did you dream? Your whole life was as if in the hard rain. Many men's bodies
had passed through your body. Nothing must be remained in your dream. You must planed only evil deeds in your dreams. You needed to take back which you have lost in your life. Let me know the details of your nightmares.
In these long process, his dead sister's qualia and his body transformed into oneness.
It fermented, decayed, and crysttelized into a butoh peice in the depth of the darkness of
body.
He wrote the first sentense at his last butoh score.
A girls who plans evil deeds in the rain.
And he transformed his sister, she starts dance. Her outline transformed as an animal shape. She who plans so many evil deeds, and transformed into one after another.
Hijikata's butoh score had more than three hundred lines with so conplicated and pricise choreographies. But his dead sister could accept all of them. The evil deed was an extreme creation of butoh. It was a completion of the weakened body butoh method.
He could be burn out, and released from the bind by the anima as his dead sister.
After this performance, he stopped dancing, and concentrated in choreograpfy to his
company.
He entered into another process of creation. He continued to invstigate n the next stage of weakened body technique.
He worte in his notebook at his fifties, we need the butoh which is called as the name of life.
We need to enter the non-dual world before the self and the others have separated.
Butoh have to sink down into the hidden logic dimension where we assosiate with the spirits without any medium.
These images were his last investigation for butoh which is called as the name of life.
But he had to stop his investigation before it comes out with a form.
Now is the time which we continue the investigation toward the next stage of butoh.
What is the butoh of life?
Let's investigate in together.
Read more "The Butoh"
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